| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004 |
| 10:01 pm |
LossThe pain won’t go The summer is slow What does it take? To be with you Ashes to ashes Dust to dust Find me a pill But make it last Don’t come back Don’t bring it back Don’t repeat the past Don’t regret it didn’t last Make it snow I’m already cold Just walk on by Don’t say goodbye I won’t be waiting I’ll be gone In my own sweet Babylon untitledFear overwhelms me, Like a sea filled with blood. With the dolphins and whales, Riding high above the earth. No more fishermen, No more suffering, No more pain. For a place here in heaven, Secured here with thee. Angles up in heaven, Fly wildly and free. But ever so often puts Mr. Moon back to sleep. Hush now little angel, Don’t whisper a word. For the sun soon rises, From the heavens above. Now if I remember correctly, Icarus once challenged him The outcome was nasty And he was never to be seen. Be humble my baby, Don’t be too full of pride, Because once the sun hits you You surely wont fly. |
| Monday, February 16th, 2004 |
| 9:09 pm |
the mtv asia awards this year was terrible... i can safely sae so wen i felt that the thai act was the best performance throughout the WHOLE SHOW!!! it was so trashy that i felt gooo good watching it... okok hu am i kidding... the best performance was by gareth gates and siti nurhaliza... the sugababes went abit off key and there was some tense eye contact conflict going on between them ... daddy got us premiere entracne tix for the show... meaning we din have to queue ... we jus entered lik stars... we went at 630 and was still quite in front... =) however there was this small bitch hu is damm scrawny but had a voice of a lion... she kept screaming and screaming.... frankly speaking.. the ppl arnd her were damm freaking pissed... namely me... i was sooo ready to rip her mouth open and leave her to die there.... MACHI!!!! VANESS!!!! OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!! VANNESS!!!! AAARGGGHHHHH I LOVE U I LOVE U!!!! 5566!!! 5566!!!!.... i was very very pissed.... bcos of her... everyone was booing the ppl mentioned wenever they appeared... i was also VERY dissapointed that TATU and LIBERTY X didnt perform... Y!!! sigh... that was valentines dae for me... this year daddy couldn get us into the after party either... cos uncle philip didnt go.. therefore he couldn slip us in... damm... i also heard that the entry limit this year was 21... so either wae i wouldnt have been able to gone on... awwww ... also saw nicole (laubanniang) at the award show.... she was wit her bf... but she's rather hostile/bitchy nowadays if u ask me... so damm dao... acts so high and mighty... wont say hi to her next time.. tai guo fen!!! i'll be pasteing some of my poetry i did for my creative writing... pls leave comments... so i can improve on the,... some are REALLY tacky and trashy... but thats just me ya??? =) this one's nice.. real tacky... the worst of the lot la.... they get better.... i tink... u decide.... till then.... chowz... Puppy LoveI need you I want you Oh baby, oh baby Get off my back Don’t drive me crazy You miss me You love me You want my babies But 2 years down I’ll see you leave me Love is blind But its love when you see me Deny thy father and refuse thy name Please please please!!! Just leave me already! |
| Thursday, January 29th, 2004 |
| 11:28 pm |
i'm ashamed to be chinese.... lucky for me i'm part eurasian and therefore am not so bad... *phew* but seriously.... Y am i ashamed... 1 reason... american idol 3... need i say more? ok i have to!!! "fwarring in ruveee withh ruuu " ;p! |
| Wednesday, January 28th, 2004 |
| 11:05 pm |
tired
i'm tired.... jus tired.... not physically.... but mentally....i actually wanna stop this journal cos my *toot* cousin found it again.... but i realise that i read hers.... so i guess i can TRUST her .... cos she can definitely trust me about hers and all la... sigh.... i am tired.... tired of alot of things.... ok.. fine... i'm gettin depressed again..... do i need help? YAH DUH!!!.... since sec 4!!! lolz.... but i'll handle it.... either i'll gain 10kgs or lose 5 kgs within the mth la.... lolz... sigh... my "best" friend isnt even there... well she is... but I have to go to her... and she's always bz... and i jus.... i dunno la... i tink i need to start takin prozac soon... i'm so tired.... tired of life... sch... ppl... seein ppl i dont lik... pleasing everyone but myself... tired of worrying... tired of nagging... tired of being caged... tired of moping... tired... tired... tired... whrs my gardian angel... whrs my milk and honey... whrs my greener pasture...whrs my soulmate... whrs my everything!!!! |
| Tuesday, January 13th, 2004 |
| 10:17 pm |
money cant buy love money cant buy happiness money cant buy friends money cant buy peace money cant buy freedom money cant buy joy money cant buy a new family money cant buy beliefs money cant buy youth money cant buy time money cant buy looks money cant buy ... me |
| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 |
| 9:49 pm |
bought a shirt and polo tee for chn new year over the weekend... cost close to 200 dollars.... i gotta control my spending... thank goodness my dad paid for them... can u believe... 5 mins... in flash and splash... me and my bro got a shirt each which came to nearly 200 dollars.... then went to mambo... and spend another 200 dollars in 10 mins... he bought a bag and one of those loud shirts... i got the polo tee ... i HAVE to stop spendin so much .... but i cant help it that i have expensive taste... goin out again next week cos i haven gotten enuff stuff... will spend lesser cos it'll onli be me and a friend... and my hard saved money... oh well... she spends money lik water too... shit shit shit... i'll jus have to ground myself... cant wait for the mtv asia awards... my cousin cant make it... so happy!! lolz.... can bring someone else.... goin wit my bestfriend... can sneak one more person in.... hrmmmm hu to bring... hu to bring... cheers! |
| Thursday, January 8th, 2004 |
| 11:58 pm |
sch's bad.... hate thursdays cos i gotta be in sch by 8... aargh.... and i got 2 cdses on thursdae also.... 2 pm is creative writin which is fun... cos the teacher's quite hot and the crowd's quite fun.... then i gotta run to engine sch for arts appretiation which sucks big time... and the worst part is... the lect looks lik my mom!!! eeeekkkk lolz... oh well... cant help it if all eurasians look alike ... esp if they come from KC... lolz |
| Thursday, January 1st, 2004 |
| 12:59 am |
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
happy new year... i guess this would be the new year entry huh? hrmmmz it realli passed VERY quicklty... i mean.... its lik yest that i started the new semester... and it was lik yest that i celebrated my bdae... and it was also lik yest wen i was celebrating the new year in japan.... omg!!! y is everything happening so quickly.... i cant take it any longer.... but all in all... i have to sae that this year has been rather eventful i supposed.... in this short year ... i BELIEVE i've learnt alot... and grown up quite abit... kinda cliche but its true i suppose... its hard to think back and recall all the memories i've had... but i guess i dont want to for some reason also... this year i also got to know alot of ppl... from all walks of life... but somehow... i still go back to my old friends... i cant seem to make new friends... its hard... its a long process... and i dont tink i got the patience to... ;p wen it comes to friends... i put in alot of effort to maintain the friendship but alot of time... u get this big blow in your face cos alot of times my effort goes to waste for some reason or another... its realli sad and disheartening... other times u get made used of... but i've learnt to handle that already... heh isnt to hard to get rid of ppl hu freeride and suck things out of u... i mean suckin abit is ok... we all do that... but there muz be a certain limit... and a certain amt of respect u muz give the person i suppose... hrmmm theres so much to write about as i sit in fromt of my screen and think about the year that just passed by... i guess there;s a pattern in my life for the past few years... every year i dedicate my life to a certain word... no.. not word... i dunno how to explain it.... u read and u will understand... last year it was teaching... i did alot of teaching... joined church to teach cathechism... tot my cousins stuff... tot here and there la.... the year b4 that was camps.... went for alot of SU camps and church camps... and even camped in sji... ;p the year b4 that i was very depressed and morbid and very suicidal... ;p yea i noe... hard to believe huh? but i guess everyone has that phase and grows outta it... it was also a year that i started taking charge of my life and started doin things the wae i wanted to... and stopped conformin to society quite abit.... i still conform... but seriously... hu dosent.. everyone does in some wae or another so i come back to this year.... what is this year for? alot of my friends were like... " hahah relationships la!!!" but i dont think i'm ready for it... i dunno if i can commit... even if i can... i think its hard... and as i said b4.... the "first" one has to be special... heh... so its gonna be hard to find someone i lik and someone that likes me as well.... it'll be hard.... mainly cos of 3 reasons... i lik older girls... i dare not/will not make the first move... and there's this cycle of if i lik someone the someone dosent lik me or is ahem lesbian.... and if the someone likes me... i dont lik that someone... somebody shoot me ... ;p i think this is one of my longest entries but i guess its also one of my most personal... last year... 2003... i stopped reading... actually for the past few years... i haven been readin many books... i buy alot... but they r jus lyin in my shelf... this year i wanna start readin again... i wanna jus stop thinkin bout my life and jus read about other ppl and experience things thru them... things that i cant do... things that i long to do and places i long to go... i see alot thru magazines... but its reading that really takes u to the place and experience it as if u r there... oh well i dunno if u noe wad i mean... but i hope u do... the book i've JUST started readin is helpin alot cos its interesting and kinda nice too... franny and zooey by J. D . Salinger... i was at kino today lookin for books... but most of the books i wanted they dont carry.... some were banned... how can u BANN a book??? its not bloody gum or porn!!!o well there;s alot of things i need to get for the new year... but $$$ seems to be the problem... need to save for a rainy day... but at the same time i need to get alot of stuff... its so hard... haha... i need a diary... a bag... new clothes for chn new year... sch books... new wallet... new discman... usb memory ... so many things.... heh and if u were wonderin "hmmm wad so diff abt gettin these stuff... " well.... for all i've mentioned... i've already got specific types and brands that i'm eyeing ... so thats the big problemo... i'm way tooo fussy... superficial ... maybe.... materialistic... nahh... i guess to end this entry... i'll state my resolutions... although i dont believe in them... and resolve not to make any... i think this one's quite good... "i resolve to finish what i set out to do" i hope i can make it.... cos i always procrestinate and end up doin nothing... i have to set goals also and achieve it... i mean... i have NO idea what i wanna be wen i grow up... or wad to do wen i'm in the uni... thats if i can get in la.... i'm so clueless about so many things... ok i guess here's whr i end... i dont think i'll be bloggin till sch starts... so.. till then... cheers and have a happy new year... p.s. if u actually finish readin all this... leave a comment leh... my comment box is so empty... not nice... haha... its lik tokin to meself... ;p cheers |
| Monday, December 29th, 2003 |
| 11:56 am |
its amazing how early i'm updatin this blog of mine todae... well last nite was fantastic... it was merv's bdae and he had a chalet thingy at pasir ris... it was fun... cos there were lots of drinks... i gotta admit i drank alot last nite... his friend jacq kept fillin my cup wit drinks and was damm funny... haha... well all his friends are funny... on our side jenn, casey, shaun and even zf got tipsy... i got merv and zf kinda drunk... oh well i'm a bastard... wadaya expect... ;p too bad i couldn stay over ... would have loved to... but wasnt allowed... so.... oh well.... it was great la... maybe next year i'll also have a chalet instead of havin it at home... or maybe something else.... i dunno ... i dunno!!!! wad to do next year... lolz.... 3 more monthes to tink... ;p i dont wanna be passe/chiche by goin to zouk or something after that.... kinda cheezy... maybe it mom allows .... which i HIGHLY doubt.. i'll book a pub and invite all my friends... oh well till it comes.... cheers |
| Saturday, December 27th, 2003 |
| 12:00 am |
j.lo is the personification of R&B.... she's rubbish and bullshit if u ask me... the winners for the mtv asia awards 2004 are so predictible.... they'll be the ones that will be appearing la!!! its so... obvious... ;p |
| Friday, December 26th, 2003 |
| 11:34 pm |
ho ho ho.... merry xmas... guess this is my christmas entry... hrrm hope ya all had fun and stuff... well i din exactly have the best of christmases... but i guess all went well on christmas eve we went to this restaurent at tras street... at mohamud sultan i guess... it's called sponteni or somethign lik that... my aunt knows the owner so we went therre for dinner.... it was a great dinner... everything was christmasy and the food was good... it was lik.... 5 courses... i shall try to remember the menu now... there was this patae appetiser... some salmon soup... lobster salad wit carvier... sherbert(apparently served b4 the main course to chear yr taste buds yadayadayada it happends in all good restaurents... go see if u dont believe me) then turkey... lolz.... oh and the desert was this thick heavy and rich chocolate moose... felt sick after dinner... lolz.. on christmas we went to church in da morn then spent the rest of the dae at my grannys place eating.... she cooked the usual eurasian dishes she cooks every year.... chillipadi chicken... devil's curry... "babi pongtei"... feng... salads... etc... oh the nite b4 christmas eve we also went out to eat again... at carlton hotel ... this chn restaurent... dunno wad's it called.... i drank so much chicken soup wen i came home my nose bled abit... wahhahah also i drank alot that nite and started tokin trash and got a scoldin from me dad... he din noe i was kinda drunk... lolz now for the presents.... din have anything fantastic this year.... mostly $$$ and vouchers... the onli presents that i got was a pair of RL jeans... a RL t shirt... a bottle of BVL cologne... a bottle of absolute!!! haha thats bout it.... daddy wanted to give me a watch ... its his antique watch but i felt it was too expensive and thus it would fall into the wrong hands once i had it... so i asked him to give it to me wen i'm 21.... its an anique matchstick if u noe wad i mean... so in the end i got noting from him... i wanna buy for myself the philips keyring 006 ... usb memory/mp3 playa... but it costs arnd 150 - 200 dollars and i don wanna blow half of my christmas money on something so small... so i'm kinda in a fix... but on the other hand i WANNA buy something for myself cos i tink i realli deserve somthing for surviving another year on planet earth... todae me & the gang went to watch scary movie 3... wanted to buy them a present ... a mini bottle of absolute from isetan but desided against the idea cos i dont think they cant hold their liquer well and din want them drunk in town.... another dae maybe... wanted to go to isetan to get joyce;s and jacq's present but it was CLOSED FOR A PRIVATE sale.... f*** f*** f*** i was so damm pissed... lolz... oh well another day mayb... read this joyce??? yr present is gonna be delayed... happy waiting... ;p btw all the movies i wanna watch are r(a) ... so irritaing... there's this german movie... goodbye lenin... R(A).... lost in translation... also R(A)... crap... y are all good shows R(A) makes no sense... oh well i also bought 2 cd's todae... its a presnt from my brother... tasty by kelis and speakerbox by outkast... i wanted to buy big brovas but apparently hmv is out of stock... so much for the biggest music store in singapore... oh i have to say this... i've been downloading this series called"the simple life" and i am loving it alot... i dunno how to tell u wad's it about and all la but it stars paris hilton heir to the hilton empire... and nicole richie... daughter of lionel richie... simple put... imagine putting ME in somewhere lik....india w/o a cellphone... $$$ or debit/credit cards... with clothes and my best friend... and askin us to survive... i tink i'll die.... or whine all the wae lik they do on the show... =) however i am proud to sae that i am not AS stupid as they r.... i mean... i noe wad a Well is for!!!its for drawin water!!! well our dear paris hilton didnt know wad its for... =) neither does she noe wad walmart is.... (something lik our Giant or carrefore) heh.... well i tink i've written enough for the dae... so good night and sleep tight party ppl... =) |
| Saturday, December 20th, 2003 |
| 9:49 pm |
if i should die this very moment i wouldn't fear for i've never known completeness like being here wrapped in the warmth of you loving every breath of you still my heart this moment or it might burst could we stay right here 'til the end of time, 'til the earth stops turning wanna love you 'til the seas run dry i've found the one i've waited for all this time i've loved you and never known your face all this time i've missed you and searched this human race here is true peace here my heart knows calm safe in your soul bathed in your sighs wanna stay right here 'til the end of time, 'til the earth stops turning gonna love you 'til the seas run dry i've found the one i've waited for the one i've waited for all i've known all i've done all i've felt was leading to this all i've known all i've done all i've felt was leading to this wanna stay right here 'til the end of time, 'til the earth stops turning gonna love you 'til the seas run dry i've found the one i've waited for the one i've waited for wanna stay right here 'til the end of time, 'til the earth stops turning gonna love you 'til the seas run dry i've found the one i've waited for the one i've waited for the one i've waited for... |
| Tuesday, December 16th, 2003 |
| 2:50 pm |
Bombing for Peace is like Fucking for Virginity...y cant peace last... |
| Monday, December 15th, 2003 |
| 12:00 pm |
sorrry for the fowl entry last nite... todae was very interesting... was havin breakfast at mac's wit a friend wen suddenly... this middle aged lady comes up to me and goes... "hi... your that guy from living wit lydia rite??? max??? nice to meet you.. you stay around here issit??? " i was lik... "huh??" then it struck me... that "punk" teen from the show... wahhahahaha i was soooo embaressed... " errr sorry miss... i tink you got the wrong person... i'm not terrence teo... yea... " then i laughed ... it was very amusing if u tink about it... my friend on the other hand dosent watch tv... so he had NO idea who she was tokin about...lolz ... i tink its cos of my haircut... i tink its damm nice... elmay did a great job sia... its short... and she left my tail behind... dunno wad she wants to do wit it la... but i'll jus leave it to her since she's the expeert... even my brother went... woah... u look lik some rockstar wen he came back from his camp... i was lik...whahhahahaha of course!!! lolz... okok i'm late... gtg now... jus wanted to tell u guys bout the funny incident |
| Sunday, December 14th, 2003 |
| 11:44 pm |
todae was wierd.... was at starbucks orderin coffee wen i heard my name bein called ... a few times actually and then i decided to turn around... lo and behold... some church ppl were behind me... shit shit shit.... so awkward... had to sit and tok to them abit... they r lik.... over aged kids... and overaged meaning.... late 20s... early 30s sorta thing... and they act 12... eeek was mentally tortured... aargh a message to a certain superfial egoistic fucker hu thinks the world revolves around fuckers lik the certain fucker... i fight superficiality with superficiality YOUR JUST JEALOUS COS I'M BETTER LOOKING AND RICHER THAN YOU ARE!!!! ;p i made no sense... but i dont care cos i feel better already School of Rock... by School of Rock... from the movie School of RockBaby we was making straight A's, But we was stuck in the dark days, Don't take much to memorize your lines, I feel like I've been hypnotized, And then that magic man he come to town, Whoo wee, He come spin my head around, Said recess is in session, Do you make fire, And now baby, I'm alive, Oh yeah, I'm alive. And if you wanna be the teacher's pet, Well baby you just better forget, Rock got no reason, Rock got no rhyme, You better get me to school on time. Oh you know I'm better on a roll, Down to brains, And got no soul, Read my head before I can speak my mind, I've been bighting my tongue too many times, And then that magic man said to obey, (uh huh) Do what magic man do, Not what magic man say, Now could I please have the attention of the class, Today's assignment, KICK SOME ASS! And if you wanna be the teacher's pet, Well baby you just better forget, Rock got no reason, Rock got no rhyme, You better get me to school on time. This is my final exam, Now ya'll know who I am, I might not be their perfect son, But ya'll be rockin' when I'm done. |
| Saturday, December 13th, 2003 |
| 9:54 pm |
went to zouk again last nite... but somehow... it didnt seem the same... maybe it was because this time my mom knew i was goin to a club/pub and somehow the whole excitement just went away... lolz ... but yesterday was alright i guess... we saw alot of ppl from TP and maybe that also added to the whole dissappointing night... we saw lik alot of ppl from our course and somehow that made me sick... i mean i jus felt so... down... lolz... lik nothin special bout the place anymore... even the fact that i was in the members area didnt help ... the music was also sooo sucky... i knew nothing... oh well maybe next time i'll jus go back to centro whr everyone's a stranger and the crowd's nicer in a certain sense anywae was in town the whole afternoon as well yest and lo and behold i saw d.s. lolz of alll ppl... he was wit his parents shoppin for golf stuff... he looked different... lik all jc kids he muzt have been reallli stressed out from A's and all... oh well that aint my problemo... oh yes... wen and IF "the cat in the hat" comes to spore... PLS PLS PLS DONT watch the show... its total CRAP!!! i watched an hour and couldn take it... it rrealli SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!!! however "school of rock" is a real gem... its very very nice and the music they play is stunning... and the kids !!! they play SOOO well!!! it realli makes me wanna take up my er-hu and play it again... on second tots... it dosent... lolz oh well here's whr i logg off again... chowz |
| Thursday, December 11th, 2003 |
| 12:03 am |
boring week.... nothings happening.... the things i do just to save money... lolz..... going to zouk on friday.... need to save $$$ lolz... unlike other ppl ... i dont get my drinks free.... entry maybe... but not drinks... i refuse to drink off other ppl... lolz |
| Saturday, December 6th, 2003 |
| 11:13 pm |
back!
woah... its been so long since i've last written its amazing that i still remember my password to my account... lets see.... things have been up and down during the past few weeks/monthes... been through alot of bad and good.... obviously more bad than good la... but lets forget the past and concentrate on the future k? so i'll just start of wit my dae as per normal and not write about all the exciting stuff i've been during the past weeks... lik going 2 zouk wit kelvin and mark and seeing so many ppl there... having to take so many subb papers... playing pool.... coffee... and the regular stuff... none of these shall be mentioned.... not even the fact that PARAMOUNT sent me a blooming warning letter for being caught downloading "school of rock" which, the bloody ediotic casey thought was some porn flick... i shall also not mention the fact that my mom cleared my whole room wit my uncle's maid and the result was a pile of my clothes being given to charity and at least 2K dollars ... not bluffing...worth of magazines thrown away.... i buy magazines everymonth since sec 2 ok!!! and they range from 8 days to arena.... so i spend about 25 dollars a month on magazines.... that times a few years.... equals at least afew thousands of dollars la... but of course i kept my collection of good stuff la... theface, arena homme + and other expensive ones were kept and salvaged... wahhahah.... yupp all these shall not be mentioned so DONT EVEN ASK!!! wahhahahah todae the whole family went to suntec... its lik our yearly ritual... we went to polo ralph laruen... and was there for a good 2 hours... toal bill... 2 families la.. mine and cousins family.... came up to ahem... $1500 after 50% discount... but mostly was presents for christmas la.... i onli bought a pair of jeans... which was partly paid by my godma ... oh well... uneventful dae... O!!! i bought alicia keys new album!!! and its great... its lik the onli album i've bought this semester... =p i spent the rest of the day sleeping... was "supposed" to meet joyce but in the end ... she was watchin ace ventura so i stayed at home to watch some crappy tv show... oh u guys HAVe to watch bowling for columbine... i noe its abit old... but its really interesting... and southpark is featured... so u cant go wrong .. lolz... learnt alot of things while watching the show... its real good show... gonna watch in the bedroom or the paniest later.... but i think i'll be too lazy to... so i'll most proberbly be in Zzzzland.... oh my new "fav" shop is the cash converter shop... have u seen the cd's!!!! 5 dollars onli!!! and some are real current and all... its lik going thru treasure ... wen u find something good... u feel damm happy and goood inside... =p kkk i better go now.... hope u guys had fun readin this again... post a msg to sae how much u miss me.... then i'll update more often... =p |
| Saturday, October 4th, 2003 |
| 9:11 pm |
have u heard the new britney song??? well if u havent.... DONT!!! it totally stinks.... and madonna makes it even worst... the version that she performed at the NFL thingy was wae wae better.... aargh....cant stand britney now... wad shit is she getting herself into??? also... dont watch internal affairs.... its super boring.... SUPER BORING!!! the story line is so underdeveloped and its so confusing.... to make things worst... tay ping hui acts@!!!! for wad fuck!!! aargh i was hopping they kill him of... but NO!!! they let him live... Y??? to mentally torture poor poor souls lik me... aargh todae was a very very slow dae... don wanna tok bout it.... nitez |
| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 |
| 10:40 pm |
haven been updating again huh..... well been kinda BZ... wit my projects and all that shite... oh well... its called school for a reason rite??? hrrmm lets start wit the good news... 1) i got my CENTRO CARD!!!!! YEAAAAA hahahaha its lik after sooo long.... FINALLY..... not that i'm gonna be using it alot or wad la.... but its jus that i expected it to come a long time ago.. 2) daddy got me 2 suits.... from armani no less... heh..... i was shocked.... they need to be altered now... but i scolded my dad for getting them ( great example of the ungrateful son) i was lik.... Y u get for!!! then he was lik.... cos last time u needed mah.... then i was lik.... but that was so long ago.... then he was lik.... nvm la... get liao next time can use la!!! haha.... so nice of him... now for the pissing part.... i had to write a script for our presetation for OB and the topic was on abortion.... and guess wad.... after i took so long to get everything right.... they change the topic to spitting.... wtf am i gonna do now?? aargh so damm stressed... kkk i better go now.... p.s. I AM ADDICTED TO FRIENDSTER!!!! ahem... i din sae that.... lolz..... *shy* hahahaha kkk cheers |